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By 17 I was wearing the largest available size for adults.

Vanessa Chan

Model Yumi Nu, photographed for Vogue in 2023.

As a fat young person, it was always implied that my sartorial options would be limited.

We followed plus-size fashion bloggers, embraced our curves, urged retailers to begin stocking more plus-size fashion.

Plus-size talents have finally started making their way into film and television without being the butt of the joke.

Vanessa Chan

The author, Vanessa Chan, at a Good Morning America taping.

When the producer from NBCsTodayreached out to me, I leaped into action.

I crashed on a friends couch.

I tried not to think about how I would make the rent that month after incurring this additional expense.

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The NBC town car picked me up in pitch-black darkness for my early call time.

On theTodayset, I was surprised at how small the platform was.

I worried I would fall off.

For years afterward, I considered this one of the best moments in my life.

It all felt illicit, impermissible.

Fashion was still not for big girls like me.

Early on I tried to write a novel, then abandoned it.

I never felt permitted to think of myself as a writer.

Writing was beyond the possible.

Even daydreaming felt like setting myself up on a dangerous pedestal of disappointment.

These days I write fiction for a living.

When I attend book-related events, I lean toward bright colors and body-skimming silhouettes.

I accept the compliment when thin women ask me where I get my clothes.

The Storm We Made

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