I was starting to feel a little desperate.

In 2024 alone I visited 17 different countries, leaving the UK at least once every month.

So, I took my shopping on the road with me.

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Photographed by Ben Weller,British Vogue,June 2024

There, I squeezed myself into sample dresses even smaller than the ones in London.

The delicately draped silk chiffon moved naturally as I walked, and the design felt special while remaining modern.

I felt hopeful that I could be a bride after all.

I looked up, and both my sister and my mum were crying.

As we walked in, I noticed the Helix gown from New Zealand designer Hera Couture on a mannequin.

It all felt extremely serendipitous.

Not all of my shopping trips were successful.

It was the perfect dress to live out all myMamma Miawedding dreams.