Something about scrolling comfortably from home, not a touch hungover, felt both smug and sort of lonely.

I had missed the camping and queuing and portaloos, but had I also missed the camaraderie?

I could stream any performance, but Id lost the scale and serendipity with the Worthy Farmers.

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And then Hurricane Beryl and Gaza and the enormous tragedyduring a recent satsang.

The dingy, important, inescapable sludge of real life flooded back in.

The vibe keeps shifting, ricocheting between a chic Parisian Olympics and a drizzlyWimbledonthat looks nothing likeChallengers.

Were often leaving the company of greatness (did I mention the ukulele?)

for an incredibly bad hang (did I mention the Tories?).

Its not a bad summer or a good summer, its just a constant readjustment to the latest drop.

Weird vibes are everywhere,theyre so Julia.

You already know its aBratsummer.

In its way, its both a respite from and a soundtrack to current affairs.