Weve known each other a long time.
I remember when he used to call cigarettes cancer sticks, and when he used to smoke.
When I saw the word Annie pop up on my phone screen, I knew he was bailing.

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He had a fair excuse, so it shouldnt have bothered me.
I always find funny stuff when Im at home over Christmas.
My old cuddly toy dog Bones that I used to take with me everywhere.
This time I found a diary from when I was about 16.
Ive scribbled love hearts all over it and taped cut outs of flowers from magazines into it.
and Im being a depressed bitch about wanting male attention.
I was always asking questions.
We texted a bit after he said he couldnt come for the walk.
He said he was falling asleep and I was annoyed because I was about to say that first.